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Father, hear me when I, call Your name,
I need you to answer me now.
Father, here I am, weak in your sight,
can you rescue me now?
I'm crying out can't figure it out on my own.

BOLD.

Purpose

Im in an orphanage in korea right now

im actually livin the life i thought i would lol, jeez amazing

just finished teaching the boys, tommorow im treatin the girls out

to a slumber party and friday, the boys to Kareoke

i can't believe i've been here a month and a half

ok so wow..im 17 years old now.

I've made my peace w/ God on this missions trip..didnt think i could.

haha its been 8 months w/ Danny..

im really happy w/ him. But yea..really gotta

start focusing on God. Hm..college, i've always wanted

to go to Azusa Pacific University in cali..always stuck out to me

but i realize i need a medical degree first if i expect to be a medical/evangelical

missionary.

I think i might have to get that here, maybe UIC or Loyola first

wow..its actually happening lolz. I got this..cause i got God.

mann my senior year..CRAZY.

should be an adventuree <3  .

been thinkin alot about life lately lolz, cause of shtoopid Danny

alot about philosophy..freedom of speech, why people

believe in the things they do when theres so much logic

proving otherwise. See, i dont have enough faith to be an athiest.

What i've found through highschool is that Christianity has so much logic, so much science in it

Case for Christ - Lee Strobel

lolz great read

well yea, im off to try and save some part of the world

w/ God in my heart and my purpose, just..do it lolz.

I never saw a wild thing

I never saw a wild thing

sorry for itself.

A bird will fall frozen dead from a bough

without ever having felt sorry for itself.

The more people try to push me around, team up

against me, the more i want to gut it out.

Thanks for the wake up call God.

I remeber what happened to the passion i could live for

and what became of the feeling that made me feel more.

I was made to love.

never felt like this before

anyone who knows me

"the christine" has probably gotten a kick in the shins or gnads by now atleast once.

But realzing that for the past year i've been almost imobile due to various ankle fractures and some

tearing of the knee, and being forced to ask for help and to be gentle...i've lost my fire.

That indescribably competitive zeal that would pump through my muscular veins anytime there

was a challenge, whether sport, debate or just plain anyhting. So my question is this...

Can being a meek person douse your passions? even your passion for God?

I've grown so apathetic, lazy and giving into too many other things.

what happened to that passion i could live for? i havnt read the Bbible int he

longest time. Was my agressiveness a key to my intensity in triumping over hardships?